07/06/2025 1:01pm

today's topic: a little life update

Hello, it's been a while since my last log! a little life update: I've been quite busy and overwhelmed, but It's getting better! the last two days have been my most productive days in a while and I'm quite happy about that :) I've been messing around with my artstyle and characters, twisting some stuff around and actually rewriting some parts of the story... as I grow and heal, I find myself less and less interested in developing the overly gloomy and pessimistic lore, It's simply just not how I function on daily basis anymore. which is both scary and amazing. It's scary because that's all I've known for most of my life, but ultimately I'm so so happy I'm changing... :,3
obviously it's not all sunshine and rainbows, I still tackle dark, melancholic themes, it's not something that will just leave me like that, but It's more tame now...

Aside from all that, I found a new therapist and It's genuinely life changing... I've had terrible therapy experiences in the past, so talking to an actual professional and hearing her talk to me like I too am human, who desperately needs her help, is such a bizzare feeling for me :,) sheesh, that was quite an entry,, thank you so much for your time, hope you have a fine day/night!