Tuesday, 11-03-2025

It's been hard to get myself to work lately, I'm very overwhelmed,,, scared to touch my physical journal too, I'm really not sure why :( maybe I'm just scared of leaving a mark in the real world, even simply through a book. I want to break out of this misery cycle today, I'll get myself dressed in a moment and go for quick grocery shopping! I plan on making curry for dinner, hopefully this time it won't be as salty,,,

maybe later I'll finally bring myself to touch my CV, I've been procrastinating on it for so long now,,, mainly because I still haven't gotten the chance to legally change my name and It's really hard to try and describe myself when I still have this deadname attached to me,,, I need to push through though, things will go so much smoother when I'll be able to work at last TwT ahh, that was quite an entry, thank you from the bottom of my heart if you went through all of this rambling < 3

Friday, 28-02-2025

hi and welcome!! this is the very first entry to my digital journal and I'm quite excited to finally, after months of procrasination, code my very own space on the internet! :D

everything is still a huge wip, all of the links in the navigation tab will take you to dead ends and I'll probably be changing of the look of this blog often to not grow bored of it,, there isn't much left for me to say in this entry, thank you for your time :)